tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64590949627625860132024-03-20T05:32:52.595+08:00Hafizzuan Si Serigala KecilAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00317413049741369123noreply@blogger.comBlogger32125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-4146215365045917112017-04-10T15:24:00.004+08:002017-04-10T15:25:38.455+08:00Jangan Berhenti Berjalan<div class="MsoNormal">
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Days went by and I just realized that since I quit my job as
a “part-time shoulder to cried on”, no distraction coming along the way. It’s
obviously the thing I look for in life since I was a bit off the track, a year
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Over time I realized that now it’s so important to reconnect
myself with me and to keep walking regardless of what would happen.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I was talking to a friend of mine, who technically quit his
job as “part-time shoulder to cry on” as well. We both agreed to be more disciplined
and not easily heading back to the point where our heart hurts the most. <o:p></o:p></div>
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When you had someone who shared the similarity and been
through the same path of life as you did, the decision making is a bit of
wiser. Although the principle of decision is always on both of your hands, but one
thing that all of us need to endeavor is to learn to make good, quick and
accurate decisions. <o:p></o:p></div>
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There’s a time where I starred at mirror, I saw an image of
man crying over the fact that he was lost. Lost in translation. The man who
looked graceful in the eyes and once said he would never sweat the small stuff.
But somehow, what do I expect to be? Look at where I was, why am I here? Where
have all the passions gone? Could I still see myself beneath all the
superficial things I’m dealing with now?<o:p></o:p></div>
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I had to face the fact that I suck being a boyfriend to my
ex. I don’t play well, I tried too hard, my sense of care went downhill and my
focus was all scattered. I looked at myself in the mirror once again, and I
asked myself. I was devastated by the fact that I have been lost along the way.
Along the way of trying to find myself, I came to dead end.<o:p></o:p></div>
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But then again, after all the things I’ve been through, after
all the heartaches, after being lost in a world of lost people, I found myself with
goose bumps, in front of my laptops writing and keep on writing.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The thing I’ve learned, jangan berhenti berjalan.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-45086816832598571612017-01-05T13:51:00.001+08:002017-01-05T13:52:24.839+08:00UndecidedWhen your life is in question and you're facing a real dilemma. You may be the one who is deciding should you stay or should you go. I feel like I need to get rid of this thing and yet how can I be sure?<br />
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Probably I have to got to find a way to put stop to this. Maybe this is all a dream and when I wake up things will be back to normal.<br />
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If I had known then what I know now, I would never have waited so long, especially since I would have been able to recognized the signs that it was long past time.<br />
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It's a best to keep a distance so I won't go through the same chapter again, maybe.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-49137144861108968502016-07-11T10:05:00.002+08:002016-07-15T16:08:16.086+08:00It doesn’t give any meaning by now<div style="text-align: justify;">
Sudah sekian lama rasanya aku tidak meluahkan minat dalam bidang sastera menerusi bentuk penulisan, apatah lagi yang melibatkan bahasa lidah sendiri. Bener kata manusia sekeliling, we work better under pressure. Karena pressure yang menusuk sehingga ke modula oblongata ini yang mendorong tangan-tangan kecil ku untuk petah berbicara.</div>
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Kesempatan melawat Jogja tempoh hari memang aku guna puas-puas untuk ke toko buku berdekatan. Jogja memang di kenali dengan hasil seni khususnya dari segi sastera penulisan. Teriak aku kuat-kuat tatkala mendapatkan beberapa judul buku yang selari dengan naluri diri ketika ini.</div>
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Jadi, sore tadi aku belek-belek hasil tuaian. Sambil meletakkan beberapa kepingan cookies ke dalam piring leper berserta air daun hijau panas, aku melayan sejenak perasaan. </div>
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Apa yang berbeda ketika ini, jiwa aku tidak terikut-ikut akan hasil penulisan mereka. It doesn’t give any meaning by now. </div>
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Memang bener, masa akan merubah segalanya. Dahulu, ternyata aku tak termampu melawan tuntutan alam , lalu hanyut bersama perasaan minda.</div>
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Beberapa purnama sudah berlalu, musim tak menunjukkan tanda-tanda akan kembali. Biar ia jadi kenangan, seperti apa yang aku selalu pinta. </div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-28773480375326211142016-06-29T08:47:00.003+08:002017-04-10T15:57:42.341+08:00Weekend ConversationWeekend conversation with a friend of mine:<br />
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F: How's ya weekend?<br />
Me : Nothing much, head to the city. Catch latest movie alone and photographed things around.<br />
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F: There's probably a much!<br />
Me : *Goofy Emoji* and yours?<br />
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F: Went out of the city and had a coconut milkshake. We had fun!<br />
Me : Who's "we"?<br />
F: Why?<br />
Me : I know you feel like you finally belong, but that isn't the point.You won't be there long!<br />
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F: What do you mean?<br />
Me : Wait, so who's that we exactly?<br />
F: I'm waiting something interesting to happen.<br />
Me : This is your problem, that you should solve! (considering the fact that he dated so many people in the past)<br />
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F : Well, I guess I'm doing better than you.<br />
Me : What's about me?<br />
F : Waiting something to be happened, at least I'm find my way to it.<br />
Me : another *Goofy Emoji*<br />
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F : So you messed up, still messed up.<br />
Me : It's a little bit bigger than messing up.<br />
F : Then what? Then whatever blew up these entire months? There's always a bad story in relationship.<br />
Me : I wasn't in relationship!<br />
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F : And the worst is, you're so eager to belong, you even forget why you're here.<br />
Me : I knew that person would come, but I swear I didn't know so soon.<br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-7964694363916613192016-06-15T08:40:00.001+08:002016-07-12T10:59:28.482+08:00Hari Bosan<div style="text-align: justify;">
Setiap dari kita berbeza pendapat mengenai satu ikatan. Begitu juga kau dengan aku.</div>
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Bagi aku, definasi ikatan adalah untuk bersama dengan aku ketika hari-hari bosan. Jika kau bersedia menerima ruang bosan yang aku cipta, jadi aku bersedia untuk meletakkan kau ke dalam ruang itu.</div>
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Juga bagi aku ikatan dapat di terjemahkan kepada companion. Sudah aku buang jauh-jauh ego aku di saat aku meletakkan kau ke dalam priority list.</div>
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Dan yang paling utama, untuk membawa kau kepada dunia pengembaraan aku. Kau juga mengerti akan taksubnya aku untuk keliling satu dunia. Jika kau ikut serta, banyak pengalaman hidup yang akan kita belajar dan kutip.</div>
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Mungkin pada satu hari kau akan datang dan bertanya pada ku, apa rencana kita hari ini?</div>
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Aku hanya akan menjawab ‘I just want to sit on the couch and having lemonade with you’</div>
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Karena hari-hari bosan aku tidak akan bosan karena kau. Karena rutin hidup yang terikat antara kita.</div>
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Mudah bukan?</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-72516612461286333262016-06-13T08:47:00.000+08:002016-06-13T08:47:55.297+08:00Jangan Sungguh-SungguhAku malas berpikir.<br />
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Karena apa yang menjadi rungsing kemungkinan berpunca dari aku yang selalu terlebih berpikir.<br />
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Aku cemburu menjadi kamu.<br />
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Yang kelihatan mudah dan bersahaja.<br />
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Bahkan sejak hari pertama juga kau seperti tidak merasai akan anjakan yang aku perolehi.<br />
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Kau lupa.<br />
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Anjakan ini yang kau cipta dulu.<br />
Anjakan ini juga yang berikan pada aku.<br />
Anjakan ini juga harapan yang kau janjikan dulu.<br />
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Mungkin benar kata sesetengah dari kita.<br />
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Jangan sungguh-sungguh dengan mereka yang anggap kau biasa-biasa.<br />
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Jadi aku ambil keputusan untuk pergi walau kau kelihatan seperti mau meneruskan.<br />
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Jika kau berniat mau aku bahagia seperti apa yang kau selalu ungkapkan, kau juga harus pergi.<br />
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Pergi dan jangan pernah untuk kembali.<br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-56968748327435436112016-06-08T12:38:00.001+08:002016-06-08T12:38:36.599+08:00RINAku tau saat itu kau telah membenarkan aku berada di hati kau.<br />
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Bahkan, kau admit, I’m happy!<br />
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Happy setelah pertemuan pertama kita tadi.<br />
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Selang beberapa hari, kau mengirim pesanan, Rin,ketika aku sudah hanyut di buai mimpi.<br />
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Mungkin ini diri kau.<br />
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Gemar menyembunyikan apa yang terbuku di hati.<br />
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Bahkan, pernah beberapa kali kau memberitahu yang kau rindu padaku, mesti bukan perkataan rindu itu sendiri kau catitkan.<br />
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Can I call you right before and after my sleep? Pinta kau padaku pada suatu malam.<br />
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Itu tandanya kau rin padaku.<br />
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Hebat, karena kau bisa menyembunyikan perasaan kau terhadap ku.<br />
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Tapi aku lagi hebat, karena aku bisa membaca perasaan yang kau cipta itu.<br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-33475762818466313362016-06-08T12:00:00.002+08:002016-06-08T12:00:28.236+08:00Bulan<div style="text-align: justify;">
25th December 2015</div>
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Salam Mailudur Rasul, pesan ku, dan kau membalas yang sama.</div>
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Ketika itu aku sedang liburan bersama famili di Port Dickson. Sengaja aku berjalan-jalan, mengambil udara dan ruang sendiri malam itu. Walaupun pemandangan yang di jamahi ini tidak begitu indah.</div>
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Lantas, aku terpikir untuk menghantar pesanan pada kau. </div>
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Itupun, setelah aku berkira-kira kita tidak berhubungan selama beberapa hari. Itu bukan isunya, ketika itu hati ini bukan mutlak untuk kau. Aku yakin kau juga berpendapat sedemikian. Jadi tidak ada apa yang salah jika kita tidak berhubungan seketika.</div>
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Hafiz, tengok bulan! Kau menyambung pergaulan kita.</div>
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Pertama kali dalam seumur hidupku, aku disuruh menatap bulan.</div>
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Ya, bulan penuh malam ini, balas ku.</div>
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Aku jadi kurang mengerti apa yang tersirat di hati kau ketika itu.</div>
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Cuma yang aku paham, kau rindu padaku, setelah berhari-hari kita tidak berhubungan.</div>
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Mengapa tidak kau luahkan saja rasa itu.</div>
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Mengapa mesti menjadikan bulan sebagai simbolik kepada perasaan itu?</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-84071567857138901082016-06-03T11:26:00.000+08:002016-06-08T12:01:02.512+08:00Tokyo<div style="text-align: justify;">
3rd February 2016.</div>
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Morning Hafiz. Safe flight to Tokyo. Have fun and take care (diikuti emoji senyum).</div>
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Lebih kurang begini pesanan yang kau kirimkan setelah hampir 48 jam kita jadi renggang.</div>
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Bagi kau, ini memang kesilapan besar yang aku lakukan kerana bertindak terlalu awal dari apa yang kau rencanakan.</div>
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Bagi aku, ini jalan yang paling sesuai karena aku tidak mau berpelesaran tanpa sebarang persetujuan.</div>
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Bagi kau lagi, kita memerlukan masa lebih lama untuk merentas perjalanan hubungan ini.</div>
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Dan bagi aku lagi, kita akan bergerak seiring dengan masa dan ketentuan yang maha esa.</div>
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Jadi, kenapa mau berahasia?</div>
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Walaupun fisik ku wujud di bumi Tokyo, namun pikiran ku tetap melayang ke Malaysia.</div>
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Apakah kau rasa aku mampu menghabiskan sisa-sisa percutian ini, tatkala kau cuba menghapuskan bayanganku dari mindamu.</div>
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Aku rasa bersalah kerana tidak jatuh cinta pada Tokyo ketika itu.</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-27603570465413243712016-06-03T10:01:00.002+08:002016-06-03T10:08:05.179+08:00SensaciónUntuk membuang perasaan itu bukannya sesuatu yang mustahil bagi aku. Aku percaya masa akan membuat aku lupa bahawa dua makhluk ini pernah berada di awang-awangan suatu masa dulu. Bahkan, ketika menulis ini jiwa aku telah di campakkan jauh-jauh.<br />
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Kemungkinan apa yang sukar ketika terimbas saat-saat pertama yang aku lalui.<br />
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Pertama kali untuk malam ulang tahun kelahiran.<br />
Pertama kali untuk malam hari memperingati kekasih.<br />
Pertama kali untuk mee tarik.<br />
Pertama kali untuk Game of Thrones.<br />
Pertama kali untuk menghapuskan rasa jomblo setelah sekian lama.<br />
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Dan, pertama kali aku meluahkan perasaan ini di atas sekeping kertas.<br />
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Namun perasaah hanyalah perasaan.<br />
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Ada kalanya perasaan hanyalah untuk di rasai, bukan untuk dimiliki.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-45488102018226860592016-06-02T11:50:00.001+08:002016-06-03T10:11:42.737+08:00Pesan dari temanKnowing the fact that by having a real 1-on-1 communication is the best methods to solve problem, in a way that both party will have a chance to reduce back and forth in any medium of communications.<br />
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But I screwed up big time when dealing with that.<br />
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So when I decided to put in a writing, I received a multiple questions from a friend of mine;<br />
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<i>Why does you have to stressed out yourself by having a major flashback on your past relationship?</i><br />
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<i>Is this something worth to write for?</i><br />
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<i>Why don’t you give another chance?</i><br />
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My heart scrambled!<br />
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Don’t worry friends, I don’t think I’m going back to the point where my heart was broken into a pieces, ever again.<br />
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Hence, I thought emotions are best described through writing. Probably the only way I could think of as of now.<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-81181365884120980982016-06-02T10:56:00.003+08:002016-06-08T12:05:57.108+08:00Lemon<div class="MsoNormal">
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Aku jadi ikutan.</div>
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Aku bilang, kenapa tidak kau memotong lemon itu di kantor kelak?</div>
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Kau respon, you want me to chop those lemons in the office, witnesing by those makcik-makcik?</div>
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I was like, why not?</div>
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Pagi esoknya, aku langsung ke Village Grocer di level P1.</div>
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Aku memesan 5 biji lemon dan memotong hirisan-hirisan lemon itu di pantry kantor ku.</div>
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Aku mengirim image lalu kau jadi teriak.</div>
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You did that in the office?</div>
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Yeah, balas ku.</div>
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Selalu aja aku melihat posting-posting di FB berkaitan detox drink ni namun minda ku langsung tidak memberi perhatian. Hati ini tidak beranjak untuk memberi.</div>
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Namun setelah kau lakukan,aku jadi ikutan.</div>
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Mungkin karena kau.</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-32816953211058394842016-05-31T22:14:00.005+08:002016-06-03T10:15:13.227+08:00Takoyaki lawan Churros <div>
Kau menyoal, apakah rencana kita malam nanti.</div>
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Kebetulan aku dikhabarkan teman ada food truck festival di ibu kota.</div>
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Langsung aku merencanakan kepada kau yang ternyata neutral di saat itu.</div>
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Aku memesan Takoyaki, kau bilang yucks.</div>
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Karena menurutmu rasanya seakan cucur udang.</div>
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Lucu si kening lebat ini.</div>
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Barangkali level apetite kamu tidak senyaman aku.</div>
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Dan kemudian kita memesan Churros.</div>
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Arghh, aku buntu karena tidak pernah sama sekali memasukkan batang-batang tepung lembut ini ke hawa mulutku.</div>
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Manis.</div>
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Aku kurang gemar.</div>
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Tidak banyak yang aku persoalkan.</div>
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Sekarang kita hanya perlu duduk berdua.</div>
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Untuk aku, bukan takoyoki (atau cucur udang) atau churros yang aku inginkan.</div>
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Cukup kejadian malam ini.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-2238825584298360722016-05-31T22:11:00.005+08:002016-06-02T11:11:24.551+08:00Notte<div>
Kebiasaanya malam-malam begini, kehidupanku akan ditemani oleh text-text manja dari kamu. Kau menurutku, gemar bercerita hal personal kau sama aku.</div>
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Kemungkinan aku juga pendengar yang setia, jadi kimia di antara kita makin membuak-buak.</div>
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Pernah beberapa kali aku kangen untuk mewarna. Adults colouring book itu sampai tersidai di atas robok milik ku.</div>
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Masih aku ingat, kau memberi respon akan hasil warnain aku.</div>
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<div>
Kaler harus hanya pada satu arah.</div>
<div>
Jangan tekan kuat sangat.</div>
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Aku mencebik karena bukan itu respon yang aku pinta.</div>
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Bukan aku tak pernah lihat hasil warnain kamu.</div>
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Compang-camping!</div>
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Pemalas, karena engkau gemar melangkau dari satu sempadan ke sempadan lain tanpa menghiraukan garisan yang dilukis.</div>
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At least, I’m still far away better at this.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-70625823256245934472016-05-31T10:43:00.001+08:002016-05-31T10:43:01.991+08:00VaguenessAntara hari-hari yang paling aku takut, adalah hari minggu tanpa mu.<br />
Till date, I seriously have no idea as to why I have to stress out myself until that extent.<br />
<br />
Pernah aku stalk status whatsapp, Online. Tapi tiada khabar kepadaku.<br />
Sementelah aku, meletak harapan akan pengkhabaran dari mu, seperti biasa kamu lakukan during weekdays.<br />
<br />
Kamu bilang, handphone isn't your priority ketika keluar bersama teman.<br />
<br />
Aku tidak mengerti sama sekali.<br />
Takkan lah kamu tidak ada walaupun sesaat untuk aku?<br />
<br />
Namun, itu yang aku pelajari selama ini.<br />
<br />
Sesetengah dari kita perlukan ruang untuk diri sendiri.<br />
<br />
Ruang untuk bernapas.<br />
Ruang untuk tidak memberi perhatian kepada manusia yang ada di hatimu.<br />
Ruang untuk tidak memberi pengkhabaran akan aktiviti harian mu.<br />
Ruang untuk berehat dari memikirkan mu buat seketika.<br />
<br />
I understood.<br />
<br />
Berbeda sama aku.<br />
<br />
Ruang itu telah aku tutup rapat-rapat, karena telah di isi oleh kamu.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-43943211122942370282016-05-31T09:30:00.001+08:002016-06-02T11:19:03.721+08:00That Eyebrow di pertemuan pertamaSengaja aku pilih hari ahad kerana hari isnin aku harus ke kantor jadi tidak berpeluang untuk mengatur pertemuan pada ulang tahun kelahiran mu. Jadi tengah hari ahad itu aku telah aturkan untuk ketemu.<br />
<br />
Aku jadi buntu pada pertemuan pertama. Apa yang bisa aku lakukan bersama dia. Apakah santapan tengah hari kami nanti.<br />
<br />
Dia tidak putus-putus menghantar pesanan, takut.<br />
Aku membalas, I dont eat people.<br />
Lucu, menurutku.<br />
<br />
Setelah menunggu hampir 10 minit, kami ketemu.<br />
<br />
Dia mengendong toiletries bag jenama PA. Aku respon, same like mine. Ayat yang pertama muncul dari mulut ini.<br />
<br />
Kami langsung meluncur ke SS15 Courtyard, tempat di mana aku biasa hang out. Familiar, jadi mudah untuk aku merencanakan perjalananku.<br />
<br />
Dia memesan Cantonese Fried Rice (kalau tidak salah) dan aku memesan wantan noodle soup.<br />
<br />
Why does the food taste bad? We both agreed.<br />
<br />
Aku merenung ke matanya. Arghh, that eyebrow !Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-19673305010306772602016-05-26T14:31:00.003+08:002016-07-12T10:53:20.918+08:00See you when I see you!<div class="MsoNormal">
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<a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="_GoBack"></a>I have been disconnected from my own
thoughts for a few weeks now. It’s not like I don’t have anything to think
about, it’s just that I didn’t have time to put in writing and I honestly
didn’t know where to start. Let’s start with why I decided to put all of these
in my head and call it what it’s called.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Since I was 27, I have this thing in my head that I could
swear that I won’t be involved with anyone. No heart to heart attachment to be
precised. I remember being a so called lone ranger where I fulfilled my time
only for myself. I thought that was going to be it. But of course, as we grew
older and reached certain kind of age, you'll tend to have some kind of fluctuate
decision making.<o:p></o:p></div>
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So this few weeks was a shitty week for me. No wait. This
whole month. Let me start with how I was kicked from my comfort zone as I
having a poor relationship with someone. No wait, not an official relationship,
presumably on the dating stage. As lovely of an idea it may seem, I knew that
one day I will leave that zone and come out to the surface to do my thing once
again. I knew who I was and when I will be gone that person was getting ready
to lose me.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I don’t like the idea of me pushing myself to the limits,
where I spent most of time thinking and prioritize someone, and you didn’t get
any reward as a return. Sick! But, that was it. It doesn’t matter how I self-proclaimed
myself as a happy single man (at least it stand for a couple of years) I
finally lost in tracked. Finally! <o:p></o:p></div>
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I neither like the idea of having no future in any
relationship. The rule is simple. Once, you jumped into any kind of relationship,
make the best out of it! Your insecurities about your own future is very much a
pretty little liar. People makes excuses when they are not fully committed to
things they’ve already started. If you have no guarantee, why started? Life isn’t
eternity, at the end of the day every each of us will go through the same boring chapter.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I also not fancy a kind of idea where you have to play
dishonest so that you won’t hurt anyone. Seriously? Honesty is always the best
policy, regardless of the fact how hurt the reality will be.<o:p></o:p></div>
</div>
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Maybe I don’t understand that by keeping away your emotions
is the best way to live life. There are certain things in life was designed not
to be disclose. Unfortunately, my maturity doesn’t recall such idea. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Or maybe one day you’ll understand the urgency to fulfill you
empty heart when you reach certain kind of life and age. Eventually, you’ll understand! <o:p></o:p></div>
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But I wasn’t that mean to put a blame to someone without
prejudice. I know how hard it takes by having such a complicated person like
me. Me being complicated? Maybe, if you understand the context of being
honesty, I won’t pursue such attitudes.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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All the lies you created with or without my acknowledgment, don’t
matter to me at all. What’s matter the most is when you keep me on hold,
even till today. <o:p></o:p></div>
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</div>
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It's forgiven but not forgotten.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Nevertheless, see you when I see you!<o:p></o:p></div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-78393831383774594732016-02-11T17:14:00.002+08:002016-07-12T10:52:47.108+08:00Back from the dead<div style="text-align: justify;">
Right this very moment, my buddies and I are sitting at Starbucks with only one drink . One drink for me and the others didn’t dare to buy coffee since we just had an expensive Italian dinner earlier.</div>
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Why am I here? Because I don’t have internet connection at home anymore. My neighborhood area does not have any available port on the wireless connection, hence I'm stuck using my mobile data.</div>
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Starbucks, any Starbucks always make me nervous. I don’t know why. When asking for drinks, I’m scared I would say the wrong things, spill the coffee or even trip on my imaginary.</div>
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<br /></div>
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Why do people need to drink fancy named coffee’s anyway? I thought. But then again, why do I like drinking fancy named coffee? Even if it tastes like shit, I would still order because the names sound so tempting. Who wouldn’t want it?</div>
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It’s something about me and drinks. I don’t drink while I eat but I still order because everyone has a drink and I tend to order eventhough I will only drink it when the ice has melted.</div>
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I don’t know much about coffee to be honest but I loved them, still do. But I was not brought up in a house where drinking coffee on daily basis was normal. All I know is that I love Cappuccino , Caramel latte and Mocha. Maybe those are the only drinks that I knew.</div>
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Normally, when a guy moved to another dimension of his life, he will dream of the good times he will have with his bunch of friends, family and also with his gf..</div>
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Me, on the other hand, was excited to know that there's no particular person wanted to come to my heart and I had the good times for myself and do my stuff. But as time goes by, I realized I needed someone to fulfill my empty heart considering the fact that I never have someone that I can call 'the other half'.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Last few months, in an attempt to replace the empty heart that I had since ever, I have been asking myself if I'm ready enough to convert my life to something that I never imagine. Anyone around me was so excited that I finally making a changes - life changing experiences I would say.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
As hard was it to believe I was ready to declare, it was even harder for me to believe that I actually wanted someone out of nowhere. I’ve had many experiences with people with different background and attitude but this one hit me like a big stone!</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
What most people don’t know is that, I’m a very loving person. I may appear like a typical arrogant guy but I could also be the most loving boyfriend ever. I love to travel since the world is too big to be explored. I don't eat expensive food and had a good relationship with my family, even sometimes we fought over stupid politician in Malaysia. When I love someone or something, I give them my 100%.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
What people also don’t know is that whatever plan,thoughts or whatever that I've planned..will faded eventually. People say I’m cursed. I don’t believe so eventhough the cardio machine I just bought at lazada few months ago is dying dramatically by the side of my bed as I’m writing now. Maybe this one is different. I believe that person could increase my happiness level by 100% :)</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
But time has traveled itself to a darker side. Sad. Heart breaking to know the feedback.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
I admit, I judged. And then God said "you judged so I give you a lil something". He gave me something alright.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
I then had to jump once again onto my time travel machine to try to remember how I was back then when I was all alone.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Moving on from a from a person does not mean anything unless you really are happy at where you are, who you're with and not for a second you ever wish to be back there.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
InsyaAllah :)</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-87333344984794437792014-10-28T13:14:00.001+08:002017-04-10T16:20:02.141+08:00The worst lie ever !<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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Last weekend, I had a conversation with my childhood friend who
has been disappeared from my life for about 7 years. She’s a good looking girl
probably the prettiest girl in Subang, educated, attractive but unfortunately
still single.</div>
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She told me 4 months ago she met a guy in her
social media account. It doesn't make any sense as the matter of fact that social
media could turned her life, but it happened! She admitted that she don’t particularly
date the guy but day by day, week by week she realized that she felt over him. Apparently, it didn't come to her knowledge about the guy’s background and everything seems so perfect until she crossed the line.</div>
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Finally, the alarm ring! </div>
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The guy told her that he was attached to someone! </div>
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She lost her mind as she realized that the whole idea of
meeting him is a crapped and yeah, the guy doesn't have any feeling towards her. Perfect nightmare!</div>
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She admitted that she was too young and immature of letting
her heart fell for someone.</div>
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Social media is freaking crapped. We agreed!</div>
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She moved on now, stronger and hotter. I believe one of
the hottest chicks I've ever seen in Subang.</div>
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I told her that you deserve someone better out there. </div>
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and my cliche motivational words, <i>‘Love is unpredictable’</i>
but she told me that's the worst lie ever !</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-45144122621288943002014-10-15T15:30:00.001+08:002016-02-12T09:35:26.784+08:00September 2014<div class="MsoNormal">
<a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="_GoBack"></a>Basically, we travel our journey of
time when we have nothing to do. Sitting by the window with a cup of coffee and
a book in our hand and when the coffee gets cold, we find ourselves in the
past, thinking of how it could lead to this, here and now.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I am here for a reason as I’m very much ignorance to this
space. These days, I don’t seems to focus on my journey of life which well
written in the past. I have everything on the tracked, Alhamdulillah. I
reminisced the good times I had when nobody’s bothering my heart. The time when
I met so many rock stars in the outer space and leading me to happiness.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Let’s travel to the time when being alone was fun, when
there were no self-emotional involved. Maybe there were but I was just too
drugged up to my own life and I couldn't remember it at all. The only thing I
could think on that period is to list down my travel wish list and get the best
out of it. I remember going to office to finish my daily task, to gym when time
and self-energy permitted and spending time with a bunch of buddies on weekend.
I usually will spend my quality time with my parent right after I reach home
after working hours. I am happily attached to them since I was little and the
quick catching-up session on daily basis would be the only moment that I could
give as a son. Natural love, effortless. It just fell into place.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Day by day, night by night I realized that the patterns are
there to be broken without having a proper preparation. Little did I know that
I never really wanted what I wanted. I don’t mean I wanna it to be that way but
I just want everything to be as it was.<o:p></o:p></div>
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But something happened and yes, it mattered.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I never hesitated to follow where exactly my heart is
heading to as I will make and run my decision from what I see on the obvious.</div>
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<o:p></o:p></div>
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I’ve written many times about my struggles in life and how
many things that have happened to me. I have gone back and read some of my
older blogs and I have seen my growth.</div>
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<o:p></o:p></div>
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This time I should treasure what life is all about.<o:p></o:p></div>
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That was it.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Over all, this year is looking very promising for me and I can’t
wait to spend the rest of the year and the years to come with more travel plan.
Amin</div>
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<o:p></o:p></div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-74498328299762604342014-05-20T18:20:00.003+08:002014-05-27T14:27:29.084+08:00My last phase of 20’sI have been below the radar for 2 years and now probably is the rudest way I have ever done in order to express the wave I felt inside. I am writing this on my table, the same table for 3 years. I truly appreciated the comfort zone and the environment which currently aired for me. I have yet to achieve any ultimate remuneration here. The ongoing process which I been through here has a disequilibrium between hopes and money. The global issue which seriously need a government intervention, nah, I’m Kidding!<br />
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I’m on my last phase of 20’s. I repeat; last phase! How I missed every inches of moment of my last 10’s, 10 years back. I have the same unresolved issue. I believe the similarity will lasting for the next 10 years. I’m completely poor on the solution and surreal blur to plan and live with it. It’s like the same feeling when you had your 1st love, you failed and you fall again. I’m bored. I wish I could jump into my last chapter of my transcript. Read the plot and live my life. I should venture life like what 20th Century Fox has done to the X-Men’s sequel. A reverse story line!<br />
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Being in the last phase of my 20’s, I've photographed life like what I usually saw on others. Being a normal human being which never ever stopped me for making comparisons, which sometimes has led me to commit suicide. I am nobody and still nobody. I love the fact that when I met people which has been disappeared in my life for quite sometimes, telling me that I’m in the mid of 20’s (unnerved for 5 seconds). What’s your secret? You look like an innocent fresh graduated who actively seeking for a job (damn you). My answer is very much stereotype; ‘just enjoy your life’. Although it sounds very cliché but there’s a truth behind it. However, my emotions are fluctuated doesn’t matter how firm I claimed myself as ‘Mr Positive’.<br />
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I totally comprehend the fact that I shouldn’t be as childish as the way I am 10 years back. I make and run my decisions from the obvious. I shouldn’t see any small minor particles which eventually important for me on the other side of life. I should seeing things slightly in a different light!! Live your life to fullest (hate to use this phrase).<br />
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So here I am, at my table, my PC and loving every part of it and no matter how hard, I will make it work, because it's not only about me and my life. It's about everything else too.<br />
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:)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-74838920699866376312012-09-13T16:37:00.001+08:002012-09-13T16:43:11.421+08:00Having Why in Why !<br />
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Oh my poor, neglected blog. I had nearly forgotten that you
exist.<o:p></o:p></div>
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It's extremely an ages since my last post. Why? Blogging
seems outdated. Facebook, Twitter and Instagram are sensations, trending
worldwide. Plus they are easy access through mobile. Google Inc should consider venturing
blog into smart phone so that blogger who rarely updated their blog like me
would be motivated enough to write. Nah, don’t bother. Why? Pepatah Melayu cakap “nak seribu daya, tak nak
seribu dalih” (if malay not your native language please google the meaning. It
would be a greatest achievement in malay literature if you could find one)<o:p></o:p></div>
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This html address used to be my life, my soul and my love as
I never have the real ones in the form of human. Why? It’s a long story. You
probably need to scroll down this site to treasure back the story but I wouldn’t
suggest to do so. Why? I don’t have much
interesting life as you did.<br />
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I rarely blogging. Why? I have twitter to express
my instant emotion, Instagram to upload
a bunch of pictures and Facebook have it all. Then why I still need to create a
summary of my life in here. Blogging is like a summary, a sum of our life. Why?
I usually need a one whole day for every piece of words here and things seems
easier in those 3 apps as stated above.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Anyway, history repeats itself. Why? As I get much bored to
update my blog, I felt the same way to those 3 apps, surprisingly. Why? <o:p></o:p></div>
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Twitter = Ahli Falsafah wannabe<o:p></o:p></div>
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Instagram = Supermodel wannabe<o:p></o:p></div>
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Facebook = Celebrity wannabe (Ahli Falsafah wannabe + Supermodel wannabe)</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-15712564421325109722012-06-08T17:29:00.000+08:002012-06-09T19:20:32.501+08:00the best is yet to come<br />
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Finally I had the opportunity to create another notable
quote here. I totally neglected this space that used to describe my emotions in
terms of writing. Emotions are best described through writing not by acting;
acting required a big soul which I’m not good at, perhaps!<o:p></o:p></div>
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At this kind of age, what else life could be offered? I have a
happy family, not the perfect ones, I have a so called good job even I’m bored,
good circle of friends although we rarely spend time together and to put into a
sum, a good life (raise my hands and pray to Allah). But this isn’t a platform
to be satisfied enough, not yet. Let’s not be overly excited of
something/someone which you’ve owned, life should be as moderate as possible. Don’t
you think so?<o:p></o:p></div>
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Till these seconds, when I look at the reflection of myself,
things which I’ve been through since little, I would say I am fortunate enough.
My life is good but the best is yet to come. <o:p></o:p></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-17799053920150332212012-04-30T17:22:00.001+08:002012-04-30T17:22:53.708+08:00Rakyat adalah mangsa keadaan !<br />
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Apabila ada dua pihak bertelagah tanpa mengira kesasihan
fakta yang didebatkan, rakyat akan menjadi mangsa. Mangsa kepada kezaliman
pihak-pihak ini. Minda rakyat mudah dipengaruh terutama melibatkan
anasir-anasir yang berbau politik, tidak kisah bersih atau kotor pendirian
politik itu. Rakyat akan berpecah menjadi dua; membangkang atau mempertahan.
Pihak membangkang akan menentang kononnya hak mereka ditindas. Pihak mempertahan
akan berjuang kononnya pendirian mereka berasas. Siapa yang menjadi mangsa?
RAKYAT !</div>
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Sejauh mana rakyat berjuang, membangkang, teriak, memboikot
dan sebagainya, impak yang mereka lakukan akan memberi kesan kepada kedua-dua
pihak ini, tidak secara langsung kepada rakyat itu sendiri. Rakyat menjadi
mangsa penggunaan pihak-pihak ini. Mereka bukan sahaja mencemari minda rakyat
tetapi mereka juga menyebabkan rakyat tidak bersatu, rakyat membenci sesama sendiri.
Yang menjadi mangsa, rakyat !</div>
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Politik tidak menuntut keadilan. Tidak kisah pihak itu
bersih atau tidak, pihak yang memerintah atau membangkang. Apa yang pasti,
pendapatan dan kemewahan mereka tetap sama, jauh mengatasi pendapatan dan
kemewahan rakyat. Mereka menggunakan rakyat untuk berjuang demi kehidupan
mereka melalui perbezaan idealogi yang digembar-gemburkan, yang akhirnya menuju
ke satu konklusi yang sama, KUASA dan WANG. Mereka ini tetap manusia walaupun
mereka berbeza dari segi kefahaman politik. Tidak kisah sumber pandapatan
mereka dari rakyat itu sendiri atau dari sumber ihsan pihak luar yang tiada
beza, melalau jalan gelap. Yang menjadi mangsa, rakyat !</div>
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Pihak-pihak ini adalah manusia, tidak kisah mereka asli,
separa asli, melayu,cina atau India, menyokong Israel atau tidak,
memperjuangkan perpaduan rakyat atau tidak mereka tetap sama, MANUSIA. Mengapa
dan Kenapa rakyat harus menjadi mangsa dalam kancah pergaduhan mereka. Rakyat
memang bodoh ! Suka-suka membenarkan minda mereka ditindas. Pandai pihak-pihak
ini mempermainkan peranan demi kepentingan sejagat mereka. Yang menjadi mangsa,
rakyat !</div>
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Tidak kisah siapa yang berada di atas, permainan ini tetap
sama. Yakinkah anda pihak-pihak ini akan mempertahankan hak anda? Menunaikan
janji-janji mereka? Bolehkan pihak-pihak ini hidup tanpa kemewahan dan
memperjuangkan hak rakyat? Yang paling utama, mampukah pihak-pihak ini
menyatu-padukan rakyat yang berpecah-belah. Tidak sekali ! </div>
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Pihak-pihak ini telah memberi contoh yang kejam kepada
generasi sekarang dan akan datang. Rakyat yang bodoh, kosongkan minda-minda
anda dari kekejaman ini. Bediri depan cermin, tanya diri anda sendiri, apakah
keuntungan anda dalam permainan ini? </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6459094962762586013.post-21211429625754850092012-03-14T13:11:00.009+08:002012-03-16T08:27:18.959+08:00I hardly write recently<div align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "></div><br /><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_5oGL1zIXFjAYjTd6IiY3y-Fb_YvQWDrzDToLAXz5duvIDu0QVWSVaGM687vEWi4SN7RR3lo8LkyM3mrz2Ckv2VGdJqbyNmbvXa2hQEHUJsMm_QYuGqGa5rpIo1fgg7J65CA2dsOCbWzx/s1600/6375_1177193903369_1033767453_30540052_4957404_n.jpg" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5720060054508012162" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 279px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_5oGL1zIXFjAYjTd6IiY3y-Fb_YvQWDrzDToLAXz5duvIDu0QVWSVaGM687vEWi4SN7RR3lo8LkyM3mrz2Ckv2VGdJqbyNmbvXa2hQEHUJsMm_QYuGqGa5rpIo1fgg7J65CA2dsOCbWzx/s400/6375_1177193903369_1033767453_30540052_4957404_n.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; " align="left"><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; text-align: justify; "><span style="font-size: 100%; text-align: left; ">I hardly write recently. It's not that I don't have any ideas, thoughts, stories to share, it's just that time won't permit me. I would say that most of my time I spent not for myself, not in my circle of interests and not even for my preferences. Pretty obvious!</span></div><span style="text-align: left; "><div style="text-align: justify;"><span ><br /></span></div><span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 100%; font-family: Georgia, serif; ">I should apologize to myself as I didn't have a moment to spend for my own atmosphere. First and foremost, I don't really like to talk about love. Any relationship, love thing, I don't really like to talk about it. But as I have that kind of self-centeredness to prevent me from any falls but at the end of the road I have the tendency to fall. Maybe I should give my heart a break, take pleasure of loneliness and learn to love and reward myself.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 100%; font-family: Georgia, serif; ">As a human being, we do have a fluctuated decision making just to ensure that we be able to pick the best from the list. If things don’t work out, don’t ever give up.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span ><span style="font-size: 100%;">Till this second, </span>I'm<span style="font-size: 100%;"> so grateful to know that my life was completely better judging from what I had in the past. Never satisfied of your own decision because sometimes we might think we were right but sometimes it would grieves to say how greatly we were mistaken.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span ><span style="font-size: 100%;"><br /></span></span></div></span></span></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2